My Life

You have got to be kidding me… Fucking feelings bro....

Mon, 08 Oct 2012 22:40:43 -0400

You have got to be kidding me… Fucking feelings bro. UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I thought I was past this but yet I am not. Why must feelings still linger on? It is so hard to be just friends with someone you have had a crush on… Fucking shit.

This suck major balls.

Fuck my life.. Seriously. Can someone just please shot me?? I’m tired of all this bullshit...

Wed, 23 May 2012 23:53:49 -0400

Fuck my life.. Seriously. Can someone just please shot me?? I’m tired of all this bullshit drama that’s going on.

Girl 1: pissed at me cause I don’t text first!!! Are you fucking kidding me right now?!?! Sorry I just don’t text first, I’m fucking awkward and I feel like I bother people when I do. I honestly care about you but sometimes you just drive me insane…

Girl 2: she just gets pissed for no god damn reason and it annoys the shit out of me.

I just want to live on an island, alone, with my computer and Xbox.. No drama, no worries, just Tumblr and mindless killing on video games..

Well me and the girl I like have known each other for like 10 years now.. And it wasn’t until...

Thu, 10 May 2012 01:44:07 -0400

Well me and the girl I like have known each other for like 10 years now.. And it wasn’t until last year we really started hanging out. I had started to like her before, she said she had no such feelings. Things became awkward so I moved on, but we were still friends. Recently we have been hanging out so much, it rekindled old ideas in my mind and I started to feel for her again. But once more, I felt for her and she had no such feelings for me. She told me I am perfect for her on paper, but no matter how hard she had tried to like me she just doesn’t..

Well shit.

I guess it is just time to pack it in, pack up, and leave the country; cause there are honestly like 5 decent girls in the area.

1: As you just read has no feelings for me.

2: I’m her best friend and she doesn’t feel that way at all.

3: She is already taken, and I know she sees me as no more than a friend

4: Is slightly younger than what I aim for and is going out of state to college anyways.

5: I have no clue because we barely speak but she is just a really cool girl.

First I care about you and like you, and you don’t give a rats ass about me. But the second I...

Sat, 05 May 2012 22:37:13 -0400

First I care about you and like you, and you don’t give a rats ass about me. But the second I stop caring about you and liking, you actually give a damn and want me.

Why must you tell me every little thing that happens in your life? Seriously, it annoys the crap...

Tue, 24 Apr 2012 23:40:45 -0400

Why must you tell me every little thing that happens in your life?

Seriously, it annoys the crap out of me the amount you bitch.

I need to get laid.. so badly. Like right now. I lust for sexual interaction.

Tue, 17 Apr 2012 00:51:19 -0400

I need to get laid.. so badly. Like right now. I lust for sexual interaction.

There are 2 girls in my life that I would drop almost everything for and whom I would love to get...

Tue, 10 Apr 2012 02:08:30 -0400

There are 2 girls in my life that I would drop almost everything for and whom I would love to get out of my life completely. Damn you feelings…

I know one of them is completely uninterested in me, but she is just like everything I look for in a woman. Smart, beautiful, witty, funny, nerdy, the whole shebang. I have even told her I liked her and got shot down. But even though I still kinda like her, she drives me fucking insane!! Nonstop bitching and moaning, and that’s pretty much the only reason she texts me is to complain about something.

The other girl, I have no clue about… One second she likes me the next she wants to kill me. I just have no clue. And in the past I once told her I fancied her, and at that time we had been talking and hanging out for months and never once did she mention she was seeing someone, and when I told her it sucked big time. So now it’s like déjà vu, where once more we flirt and hang out but I have no clue whether she is in a relationship with anyone else at this time because she never mentions her personal life.

I need an instruction manual for women..

I'm going to kill my mother...

Mon, 09 Apr 2012 19:18:51 -0400

She treats me like I’m an idiot!! I know what the fuck I’m doing! I don’t need to talk to a guidance counselor for every single fucking class I take!! This is why I’m doing my own research and checking everything myself! Sure I’ll talk to a counselor, but they will tell me the exact same shit I’m telling you! So when I waste 5 hours waiting to talk to someone for 20 minutes and have them tell me the same stuff I will rub it in your face and say, “fuck you, I told you so!” I will wake up at 6am tomorrow, go to the guidance counselor at 830am, just so you will shut the fuck up.

Does anyone else lie in bed at 2:30am filled with the crippling fear that they’re never going to...

Mon, 09 Apr 2012 18:13:00 -0400

Does anyone else lie in bed at 2:30am filled with the crippling fear that they’re never going to accomplish anything in life and fail miserably or is that just me?

I wonder what would happen if I changed my life completely. Made a complete 180. Changed majors or...

Mon, 09 Apr 2012 18:11:19 -0400

I wonder what would happen if I changed my life completely. Made a complete 180. Changed majors or drop out of school. Join a gym and lose 50 pounds. Become the asshole that every girl falls for. Become the guy who is out until 4am getting wasted instead of being on the internet. Would it be for better or worse…

I just need a nerdy girlfriend to cuddle and watch our shows and movies with. That’s all I...

Mon, 09 Apr 2012 17:56:33 -0400

I just need a nerdy girlfriend to cuddle and watch our shows and movies with. That’s all I really want right now.

This blog will be about my life, my rants and raves, and my complaints.

Mon, 09 Apr 2012 17:44:21 -0400

This blog will be about my life, my rants and raves, and my complaints.